Sad post

Thanks a lot yeah.. You were the person who got me into this in the first place.
Now you tell me this?!?! AAGHHH i dont know what to say:////
I knew right from the start that i shouldnt have gotten to know you.. I KNEW that this would happen. THANKS.
It was too good to be true the day you told me you liked me. And unfortunately that's the way it turned out- too good to be true. With you around was great. All the great times we spent together over the phone and stuff. I remember during EOYs last year we would start mugging from about 8 till midnight before we took a break and talked over the phone until morning and we'd wake up the next morning still msging each other. I recall once i made you laugh when i told you that i accidently ate an ant. There were other times to. Before every paper we took, we'd wish each other luck. I remember how we'd used to joke about both of us getting 9 A1's for the EOYs- though that never really happened. you were there before my drama exam too. I vividly recall how you ask me to act like Brad Pitt before i went in the hall. I remember it all. I even still have the birthday msg you sent me. Id read it every now and then, thinking of you still.
"After six months, SIX LONG MONTHS.. finally met again.
Well at first it was kinda of a scary.. Dammit.. it has been 6 MONTHS what can i expect..
was in a hurry so didnt manage to catch up much.. but what happened after that was a whole different story. Went back to macs thinking that i could finish up the POP planning but then i found myself unable to concentrate at all.. I was literally day dreaming..thinking about .
I would never have imagined or predicted what would happen next.
Coming down the steps together with XY, totally just walked past me and just walked on, with me following closely. Then COLD STORAGE, the last place I'd find myself playing "hide and seek" with .
Managed to talk for a while after that. Well it only lasted 15 minutes, but it was perfect to me.
Felt like i was on top of the world then.. Sigh.. If only we can meet again..
Not feeling THAT happy today so didnt really bother abt the puctuation and other crappy stuff.. Just crapping it.."

I just wanna say thanks for the great times and the great memories. Sorry for flaring up at the start. Id like you to know that I still care.
Here is something i wrote a few weeks ago for you.

Three Little Words

Too many years, too many tears.
Too many lies, nothing but goodbyes.
This was life, before you came along,
my saving grace, I’ve waited for so long.

Everyday I hope you'd reside,
In a special place,
right by my side.
And till the day, that you'd be mine,
you'll forever be on my mind.

With each new day, my love for you
increases greatly, hoping
that you'll love me too.

So till the day, I next see you,
I want you to know, that I love you.
Three little words, may not seem much,
I just do hope that you've been touched.

So once again, with all my heart,
I really wish we won’t fall apart.
But instead with all my being,
I really hope you'd find some meaning.
In this short poem, I write for you
trying to say that I'd wait for you.

No matter what, through thick or thin,
I will be there, to let you in,
On these three words I have for you-
PS. I love you.

Camp Pinnacle 2008

WOW a 5 day and 4 night camp!! What could ever be worse!!
well that was me before camp pin! HAHA

On the first day of Camp Pin
Encik Mathy said to me
"You better cut your hair or else kena OOC!"
On the second day of Camp Pin
Master Darren persuaded me
"Come join the army and you'll get lots of money!"
On the third day of Camp Pin
We are so damn lucky
No COC, but at least got C130
On the fourth day of Camp Pin
We are going out to the sea
And we are going to board the big ship
(LOL. We didn't in the end due to bad weather.)
On the fifth day of Camp Pin
We are learning survival skills
Kill some eels
Kill some quails
Kill, kill, kill...

We also had CAMP PINNACLE NIGHT on the third day. IT WAS REALLY FUNNY!!! HAHAHAH

and you know what? Juliet 5 was the first group to go up to perform.. And we went up without hesitation.(well done guys) and i bet we took the audience by storm! Everyone couldnt stop clapping cuz it was simply too hilarious!! haha GO ENCIK MATHY!! AWW i really loved it when we all sat and sang "My love" by westlife as a platoon- could really feel the adrenaline pumping!

I've gotta admit that the camp really exceeded my expectations and i really enjoyed myself. On the last day, my USM and i were really reluctant to go home:(( we were just getting used to the lifestyle. Hope someone organises a gathering soon!! Miss everyone LOADS!!

peace out:)